This recurring thought,
This notion that were not ok.
This feeling of hate towards how
I feel about you.
Is this really ok? Are WE ok?
Does this mean we need to go our separate ways? Or is it fear
Of how close we’ve gotten and not
Wanting to even think of loosing one another.
Are we simply pushing eachother away because of fear, or is it something worse?
Have we lost what we once had or is it just being pushed aside in order to protect ourselves?
What’s going on? Are WE still ok?
If I tell you,will it still be the same?
Can I trust that it will still be ok?
It’s something small, but big at the same time,
A secret held within for a long time.
Will I have the courage to tell you or just let it eat me up inside?
Hmmm maybe I will but only if you promise you’ll
Stay by my side.